UncategorizedFebruary 23, 2008 1:04 am

So, everyone around me is getting pregnant and I have to say that I am feeling those familiar twinges. However, Eve is just getting old enough now that I can leave her with someone for a couple of hours and go do stuff and really starting to get a taste of freedom. Also, this last year and a half has been so hard that I really think we should kind of slow down and catch our breath first. Maybe next year at this time…..Or maybe not. I think I would like to have another spring baby and not be pregnant in the summer!

However, 2 friends, my cousin, and my sister-in-law are all pregnant and due between may and august so I am busy trying to make afghans for everyone. My mom has an insane craft closet full of skeins of yarn. I mean, she has so many that they are sorted into BINS by COLOR! It makes me smile. I am always thinking of all the fun projects to use the yarn on. So, that is why I am making baby afghans. This first one is a monster. I chose a stitch that is small (I think the babies get irritated with holy blankets that their toes stick through….or maybe I do and I am projecting…)anyway, so I am doing a small stitch with a small hook and it is taking FOREVER! It is also taking a ton of yarn. It is fun though. I am doing a simple pattern and making stripes however and whenever I like so there is no rhyme or reason to it. I hope it doesn’t drive the mama crazy since it won’t be “ordered”:)

Anyway, I am also throwing 3 diaper showers and I want to make capes for 3 girls and 1 boy(I loved the sibling presents I got at my shower so I want to make some for them). I have this idea of making “Narnia” capes with hoods and my mom has some faux fur in her awesome craft closet I could put around the collars…..It will definitely be fun!

Oh, and I would like to cut down my shelf so it fits over my bed, add rope lighting, build 2 side tables out the the old drawers from my kitchen and paint the doors to finally finish my bedroom….So, what is likely to actually get done?

UncategorizedFebruary 18, 2008 1:50 am

So, this last week Eve got really sick again. I mean, REALLY sick. It was a lot like last time. She was just lethargic. So lethargic, it was scary. I would try to wake her and she would open her eyes for a second and then they would roll back into her head and she would go to sleep again. It was like the poor little thing just didn’t have the effort to keep them open. This time, there was no vomiting or diarrhea but the whole lethargy thing had me wigged out. So, I took her to the dr. again and she sent me to have another RSV test done. They did it in the ER last time and it is awful. For those of you who haven’t seen it, they stick a swap so far up into her nose that it looks like they are scrambling her brain and every time, they bring it out bloody and her nose bleeds a little the rest of the day. No sooner had I gotten home, but they called….It was positive. AGH!!! Well, I guess we had it coming, it was the only thing she didn’t have last time! The Ped. just said to keep doing the breathing treatments and if she didn’t get better overnight, we would admit her. Luckily, about an hour later, she crawled down off of my lap (for the first time in 3 days) went over to Olivia and starting eating goldfish (crackers). The rest of the day, she played and ate and drank. Those little darlings really just “bounce” back!!

Anyway, this whole sickness thing is such a shock to me. O has never had so much as an ear infection or antibiotics and poor Eve!@ Luckily, it is over and I am really praying for healthiness the rest of the winter! We have an appt. on the 19th to get her first vacc.’s. We got that book “Vaccinations” by Dr. Sears and we are going to limit the amount of aluminum containing vacc.’s to 1 per visit and spread them out. Luckily, since she is so old, she won’t need some of them like the rotavirus……..

UncategorizedFebruary 6, 2008 7:32 pm

We bought the girls a butterfly pavilion for Christmas. I thought it would be neat for her to watch the butterflies grow into butterflies. It was really neat. We got the catterpillers and watched them turn into chryssalis’ and then inito butterflies. She loves them. This is where we hit a snag….You see, they came in a handy little jar that had all the food they needed until they hatched out of their chrysallis into butterflies. Then we have to start feeding them. Well, we also have 2 goldfish (O named Sam and Charlie) and a dog to feed and we have been busy so I forgot for a couple of days (just to feed the butterflies, the goldfish and dog are still alive). Well, we got the butterflies down to feed them today and some of them weren’t moving. I totally lied to O and told them that they are just sleeping. So, now I am not sure how I am going to explain to her why some are “missing” when I take out the dead ones. I guess I need to explain to her about how things die if you don’t feed them…..ARGH!!!! Why did I get them in the middle of winter? I totally should have gotten them in summer so we could have released them right away and then I wouldn’t have had to worry about feeding them!!!! So, I guess I will have to have another talk with her later….HMmmmmm…how long can I procrastinate this conversation?

Uncategorized 7:22 pm

Things are finally starting to feel like they are calming down. I am slowly wading through the laundry. Luckily, the laundry mountain in my laundry room has dissappeared and now I have a few loads in my room and the girls’ room. Once I get all the laundry done I think I will make some pillows for the couch. Then, I need to work on our room. I guess it is time to start on the house again after our hiatus after finishing the girls’ room. If I could ever figure out how to upload the pics I would!!

Nothing new to report. I am thinking on cutting up some of the girls’ old clothes that I have been saving. (The ones that have irreparable stains) I have some too. I have several shirts with gooey handprints and stuff all over the fronts…. I think I am going to quilt it together and make a hole in the middle so the girls could use it for puppetteering. I can’t decide if I am going to make it like 8 feet long so it could also double as a stage for the girls or just make it smaller and hang it with a tension rod in a doorway. Well, I am sure that by the time I get to that fun project, I will have had lots of time to think about it!! I do, however, think that if I made a stage, that would be really cool! We could tie back the quilted panels when they aren’t using them. Of course, leaving them closed could lead to all kinds of fun games too…..I am not sure where I would get a rod to hang it quite that long though…Maybe pvc pipe? Would it support the weight? Any suggestions?

UncategorizedFebruary 4, 2008 5:23 pm

Hmmmm, circle of good mama friends.  Isn’t that what we all need to feel more content and to help us navigate the rough waters of stay-at-home-momhood?  I was just thinking how we manage to meet wonderful women in our lives at just the right time and then life takes us in different directions…..I often think of Amanda, Jane, and Tara and how much I learned from each one of them…..

I am starting to try to build up my circle of friends here.  I have had a lot of time to reflect on life lately and I have decided that I need to get a "circle" here too.  It makes life so much easier when you aren’t home by yourself with your children for 10 hours a day.  I have started a regular playdate with one friend, Montana.  She has a little girl who is 5 and plays pretty well with O and a little boy who is 1 month younger than Eve.  I am going to start a playgroup on Wed.’s at our church’s activity center I think.  It is a big open space so the kids could run and play in the winter and they could just go over to the playground in the summer.  I think that will be fun too…..

We have also started hanging out more with Danielle.  She does daycare though but I think once a week or so we will go over there and play.  Our kids play well together and we have a lot of the same philosophies on child-rearing.  She is fun.

Of course, it takes time to build friendships but I feel like I am meeting a lot of great women and the days are definitely brightening up!  It is amazing how much better I feel about life when I have a couple of mamas to hang out with during the week!!!

On a side note, some teachers and aides at my moms school would like to have an exercise class in the school gym after school.  My mom asked me if I would lead it.  Of course, I got really excited.  Before kids, I was trying to get certified to teach aerobics.  I never did because the certification workshops were always too far away…..Anyway, it would be an awesome thing to do because, A…I would get to workout uninterrupted, and B….I might make some money.  Then, reality set in.  After paying childcare and gas, for what I would ask the moms to pay($1 a class, I want it to be affordable and I am not certified), I would be in the hole.  That is depressing.  It always is when you want to do something for yourself and realize it may not be feasible.  But, I am looking for other options.  Maybe I can find someone to swap childcare with me and then it would work out better………

UncategorizedJanuary 29, 2008 4:35 pm

Finally Eve is starting to play by herself again. After the hospital, she wouldn’t let me put her down or get out of her sight. Things are starting to get back to normal….Ahhhhhhh….IN fact, as I write this, they are both laughing because O has just taught Eve to say poo poo. Feeling twinges of baby fever lately. Two of our friends, my cousin and my sister-in-law are all pregnant and they are all due around Jul/Aug. I also had a home visit with a new mom and saying that brand new baby definitely brought on the baby fever! We need to wait though. I feel like things are just finally settling down a little and we need to have more done on our house so I can just sit back and enjoy our new baby if we have another one…..

I just heard that there are 2 types of the influenza virus….A and B. 75% of A is not covered by the shot and 100% of B. Our ARNP that we go to told me that. it was a report from the CDC. It made me feel better about not getting Eve the flu shot because obviously, this is just one of those things that are random and she had A and B so the B wouldn’t have been covered anyway and she could have still gotten that part……I do think that we are still going to get her vaccinated. I was reading about the aluminum they are putting in the vaccines now and it is frightening. However, Dr. Sears wrote a book about vaccines listing aluminum levels and which brands have which amounts of aluminum in them and a suggestion for how to limit the aluminum (which shots to get and when and how many to get at once) while getting your children vaccinated. It should be here in a couple of days so hopefully, Eve’s dr. will work with us in that way in getting her vaccinated….

I truly believe that LLL nourishes my soul. I had a home visit last week. It is so refreshing to be able to help someone and see the relief on their face. Of course, there is nothing more frustrating than leaving a mom and feeling like I didn’t help her and couldn’t figure out her problem. Then, I worry that I am not qualified to do this, and of course, feel like I have failed them.

Uncategorized 4:35 pm

Finally Eve is starting to play by herself again. After the hospital, she wouldn’t let me put her down or get out of her sight. Things are starting to get back to normal….Ahhhhhhh….IN fact, as I write this, they are both laughing because O has just taught Eve to say poo poo. Feeling twinges of baby fever lately. Two of our friends, my cousin and my sister-in-law are all pregnant and they are all due around Jul/Aug. I also had a home visit with a new mom and saying that brand new baby definitely brought on the baby fever! We need to wait though. I feel like things are just finally settling down a little and we need to have more done on our house so I can just sit back and enjoy our new baby if we have another one…..

I just heard that there are 2 types of the influenza virus….A and B. 75% of A is not covered by the shot and 100% of B. Our ARNP that we go to told me that. it was a report from the CDC. It made me feel better about not getting Eve the flu shot because obviously, this is just one of those things that are random and she had A and B so the B wouldn’t have been covered anyway and she could have still gotten that part……I do think that we are still going to get her vaccinated. I was reading about the aluminum they are putting in the vaccines now and it is frightening. However, Dr. Sears wrote a book about vaccines listing aluminum levels and which brands have which amounts of aluminum in them and a suggestion for how to limit the aluminum (which shots to get and when and how many to get at once) while getting your children vaccinated. It should be here in a couple of days so hopefully, Eve’s dr. will work with us in that way in getting her vaccinated….

I truly believe that LLL nourishes my soul. I had a home visit last week. It is so refreshing to be able to help someone and see the relief on their face. Of course, there is nothing more frustrating than leaving a mom and feeling like I didn’t help her and couldn’t figure out her problem. Then, I worry that I am not qualified to do this, and of course, feel like I have failed them.

UncategorizedJanuary 27, 2008 3:17 am

So, it always gets lightest in your darkest hour……I am saying this because after last week, we really thought things were rough.  I have a lump in my breast, Eve was in the hospital.  We thought 2008 was not shaping up to be fantastic.  Even years have always been good for us.  We got married in 2002, had O in 2004, Eve 2006…..So, we thought ‘08 would be good too.  Well, New Year’s Day, we had no water pressure because our sprinkler system was spewing water all over the alley and then Eve was in the hospital.  All within the first 20 days of 2008…..

But, I have learned to be thankful for what we have….First, we are all over the great Mexican Flu (my uncle brought it back from Mexico) Epidemic.  Secondly, this strange lump, seems to get bigger and smaller all the time and it is squishy so I don’t think it is something too terrible.  It is not a plugged duct because it isn’t hard, red, or anything and no amount of nursing will relieve it.  Also, the ultrasound came back o.k.  I am thinking it is probably a galactocele (a cyst filled with milk) and I am meeting with the surgeon Thu. to talk about having him drain it.  If that is what it is, it will invariably fill up again but at least it will relieve some pressure for awhile and the biopsy will clear up any lingering doubts.

Anyway, we are very fortunate.  I get to stay at home with my babies.  We have a roof over our heads and food on the table and are surrounded by people who love us. 

Also, our little fledgeling LLL group is getting more active.  It is just awesome to see the moms "blossom".  We had a Doula come and talk and I think that was the first time that some had ever been exposed to "natural childbirth" and they all seemed to be excited and want that like that is what they had been missing.  It is neat to watch!  I remember my first encounter with natural childbirth and thinking, "Wow, that sounds awesome!"

Also, I have started meeting other moms and arranging playgroups.  It is so much nicer to be around moms than home alone.  It really makes the day go by faster.  We met a mom at the library that has a little girl O’s age.  They have so much fun playing together.  She also has a little boy Eve’s age and they kind of parallel play but it great to have the kids playing together and another mama to talk to!

 

UncategorizedJanuary 21, 2008 1:18 am

Eve ended up in the hospital this week.  It all started with her having a cough Fri. night.  Sat. she was throwing up, Sun. she was throwing up blood.  At which point, we immediately whisked her to the ER.  Thank goodness we did.  She was so dehydrated that they couldn’t even draw any blood to do blood tests on her without first starting the IV for a while.  At the ER, they just gave her some IV fluids and an anti-nausea suppository and sent her home.  The next morning, she was back to the same.  I took her to the dr. and they took one look at her, did chest x-rays and told us to see the ped. and that we would probably be going to the hospital for a stay.  45 min. later, the ped. took one look at her and told us to head over and check in.  Diagnosis:  influenza A and B and pneumonia.  It was so sad.  She was just limp and lethargic and anything I could get her to drink, she threw up anyway.  So, day 1 went by without any changes.  They gave her breathing treatments and put her in the croup tent and gave her anti-nausea meds. in her i.v. but they didn’t always work.  The nurses probably changed her sheets 10 times a day due to puke and poop.  Day 2 went by and we learned that she was dangerously low in potassium so they gave her some in her i.v.  Day 3 came and we started to get worried because she was still the same.  We started thinking about taking her to a children’s hospital.  I went home to spend some time with O and take the dog to the neighbor’s.  By the time I got back she was sitting up and laughing and giving everyone high 5’s.  I couldn’t believe it.  I hadn’t seen her awake in 3 days!!  It was fantastic!!  It is just amazing the way that she just turned around like that.  Then, the next day, as I was signing the discharge paperwork, of course, she started projectile vomiting all over the place.  I looked at the nurse and I said "we still get to go home don’t we?"  She laughed. She says this happens all the time…..

Oh yeah, I am leaving out the bit about me getting the flu the second day there and puking my guts up in the hospital along with other various intestinal unpleasantries.  Luckily, my dr. was also Eve’s (family dr.) and I called her and she called in a prescription for Tamiflu which worked miracle becasue by the next day I felt so much better.  That was tough.  Trying to be there and take care of your baby in the hospital whilst puking, etc…yourself…..

Of course, O got sick and puked the last 2 days we were in the hospital and jon was puking by the time it was time to bring Eve home.  Thank goodness for family!  My mom took off Tues., Wed., and Thu. to take care of O (no kids under 12 allowed on the hospital floors) and to help.  Jon took off 1/2 a day Tues. to help take care of Eve since I was puking and Wed. and then 1/2 day Thu.

Anyway, thank goodness it is all over.  It makes me seriously reconsider my position on not vaccinating Eve……I think we are going to start getting her vaccinated.  Slowly.  1 shot at a time instead of the normal 2 or 3……The hospital just sucks…….It really makes you thankful for what you have….healthy, happy, children!!!

UncategorizedNovember 5, 2007 1:41 pm

Olivia is now diaper free. We had a diaper free party for her a couple of weeks ago. Parties seem to work well for her as the “no more mama milk party” went over really well! Of course, we had a cake. It had to be pink and she put the little flowers on herself with the cake decorating set she won from the cookie contest she had entered with pop pop at the pumpkin festival. She was so proud of her cake! She also had presents and a wonderful time. The next day I finally told her to stay in the bathroom until she pooped. She could either do it on the toilet or in a diaper. If she did it in a diaper we were going to have to put her presents away until she was ready to poop on the potty. That worked and she had pooped on the potty ever since. The only problems we are having is that sometimes, she doesn’t want to stop playing to go potty and then it is almost too late. She makes it but her underwear are wet so we go through about 15 pair of underwear a day(it seems). The night time thing is a bit harder. More often than not, she wakes up wet. If we get her up around 6 and put her on the potty, she will wake up at 8 dry. The problem is rememembering to get up and wake her up…..She is doing well though. After about a week, I asked her if she wanted a diaper at night and she said “no, mama, remember the no more diaper party?!”

For Halloween, the girls were both fiary princesses. They were adorable. Olivia loved Trick-or-Treating. She totally had the hang of it by the end. She would knock, say “trick or treat” open her bag, and say thanks. Then on the way down the driveway, she would turn to Jon and say “oh, let’s do more daddy!!!”. Eve would run up to the door, thrust her bag at them and then in her best baby babble, “AHHH!!!”. She was so excited. Then we went home and my darling Olivia, handed out candy to the other kids. She had so much fun. I honestly think she liked that part the best. She would open the door, comment on their costumes, “ooh mommy, another pirate!”, and very carefully dole out 1 piece of candy and 1 pencil to each solicitor. When we ran out of candy, she wanted to give them hers!

We are back to working on the house. We are going to surprise the girls with their bedroom completed Christmas morning. We have some cool stuff to go in there. We have a hammock for the reading corner that looks like a pod (we are doing a fairy forest theme) and hangs from the ceiling, giant leaves that they can sit under and read, lighted flowers for the walls, a silk bower to go over the bed, and a fur rug to sit on……We have a lot to do between now and then. I have to paint the trim. walls, ceiling, fix their bed(Christy and I’s old Jenny Lind Bed), make curtains, find a comforter, and figure out some kind of org. system for the toys……We are making progress on our bedroom too. I have painted our closet. It is amazing the difference a coat of white paint can make. I also primed the trim. I just need to finish painting the trim and do a coat of semi-gloss on the walls (Never paint with satin when you have children….Jelly, will not wash off of satin paint without taking the paint off too….) I hung the curtains that my mom made and since the bed is done (exept for touch-ups) it is starting to feel like a real room!!

I bought the coolest couch last week at a yard sale. For $25 I got a retro couch from (I think) the 50’s. It is awesome. It has really round arms that kind of curve around the back. It was custom built for the last owner so I know it has good bones. It has good solid wood feet. I just need to reupholster it because Jon doesn’t like the color. Why wouldn’t he like pink? It is more of a salmon and if it weren’t so worn, I might leave it becasue it actually kind of matches:)

So, Olivia’s speach is doing better. Sometimes, I still don’t understand her but her vocabulary is amazing. The other day, she was telling me that she was “fustated” at Eve. It was funny. Then she told me that everyone gets frustrated sometimes, “daddy does, nanna does, mommy does, livia does”…….She is also doing well with identifying her emotions. Last night, I was having a “discussion” with Jon and she said “mommy, don’t get angry with daddy!!”

Eve is doing well too. Her repertoire of signs is awesome. She really loves to sign. granted, her dexterity isn’t terrific so many signs look alike but she is learning them as fast as I can teach them. Sometimes, she will pick something up and look at me like she wants to know the sign for it like the other day with a sock and I don’t know the sign for sock!! All the good ones, she already knows, shoes, hot, cold, eat, drink, kiss, bye bye, mama, daddy, come here, all done, plane, bird, dog, cat, more, thank you, ball, play, bath, sleepy, diaper…. Let me tell you about that. I should have taught this one to Olivia!!! She tells me she needs a diaper, poops, gives the diaper sign again, goes and gets a diaper and lays down!! Anyway, she is a little ball of personality. When I say little, I mean little, at 15 months, she is whopping 20 pounds!! It is truly amazing the way that every child can be so different!!