Things are starting to turn around. I guess after seeing what else is out there and starting to figure what is going on at work, Jon has decided to stay. He is going to work hard and earn his salary back. I am proud of him. It would be much easier to just quit and walk away and I think he will be happier he did this in the long run. It is really going to change him though. I know that I need to have more patience because this is a whole new world for him. Growing up the bosses daughter, I know what a small business owner expects from employees. I have seen and heard it first hand. He has a totally different background. he is doing well.
He is doing a lot better at keeping his comments to himself than I am about giving them. I just can’t help it. Why is it so hard to let the ones you love fail? I mean, I can do it with O to let her learn but her mistakes are simple and don’t really affect her life that much. I guess Jon’s are gigantic and affect all of us. I am trying to let him and let go of the control but….
Well, the girls are still sick but finally getting over their colds. Hopefully I will get some sleep now. There’s nothing like waking up at 2:30 in the morning because your baby is coughing so hard that she gags and pukes little hot dog chunks all over you (yes, I realize my nutritional standards are somewhat slumping). Then, finally falling asleep in the recliner around 3:15 only to awaken at 4:30 to just breastmilk (thank goodness, it so so much less disgusting!) being projectile puked all over you again. Let me just say that by 7:00 a.m. I had no clean pajamas left and Eve and I were shrivelled up like little prunes from so much time in the shower….
