I had to get a job.  Even with my income also, we will barely scrape by for these 6 months.  Jon is working the line at the airport too.  Of course, there is a huge difference between what he is getting paid doing that and what he was getting paid working at Madden Oil.  I am really sad.  My dad and uncle are nice enough to let me bring the girls with me and I work the same times as Jon does but it still kind of sucks.  no more family dinners or movies…….I have lots of mixed feelings.  I am trying not to be mad at Jon for doing this to us but I just can’t help it.  I would LOVE to go ride motorcycles.  Unfortunately, we have children and they can’t come riding with us…..So much for the pity party, I better write more when I am in a better mood.